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Stories from a man who fails to meet media expectations of what it means to be gay:
white, frivolous, over sexed yet sexless, shrill, single, stylish, a clown, unimportant, et al.
Thursday 07/31/2003
Liar
The only people who know that I am a homosexual are the men I have sex with, and even they don�t know that I am not a straight dude just making due with another guy for the first and last time in his life. As far as everyone is concerned, I am a perfectly normal man, totally and without any doubt one hundred percent heterosexual.
No one in my life has any clue about my secret, and I work hard to keep it that way. I guess that makes me �In the closet,� and proudly so. It�s no ones business who I have sex with. My private life is exactly that, private!
This is why I told my family and co-workers that I have a girlfriend named Mary. My stories about her are real good. Everybody thinks she�s real. My boss even knows that Mary and his wife are on the same cycle, so we spend a lot of time bonding over having to deal with our girls when they are on the rag. I�ve been dating Mary for almost a year now and the excuses for why she has never met anyone from work or my family are starting to wear thin, so I think that Mary and I are going to break up soon.
I should get a real girlfriend again afterwards. That way people can met the new girl so they won�t suspect anything about me. The best situation would be to find a girl who is not really interested in sex and wouldn�t mind me having boys night�s out every week. If she thought that I was just bowling or playing poker with the guys from work, my secret would be safe. That would be so cool, I�d marry her.
Finding a girl again will mean dating. I�m not looking forward to that. Women can be so demanding and bitchy. To bad men can be to. Last night I picked up this jogger at the park near my place. The dude was kind of ugly, but I was horny, and the only other guy there was this old pervert geezer walking his dog, so I let the ugly dude service me. When I was finished, he wanted me to do him as well, but I told him no cause I had to get home to my wife. He laughed and called me a closet case. I was so angry, I almost shoved him out of my truck.
The fucker, calling me a fag like him!
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